Your very presence has become draining to me,
I have served you loyally,
I have served you blindly, for years,
When I try to move forward,
You only bring me backward,
Why have I done this to myself for all these years?
Why have I let you control me for all this time?
I can’t breathe,
When I wake up in the morning, you’re there,
When I go to sleep at night, you’re there,
My time away from you confined in the four walls of my grey office is my only escape,
I have alienated myself from the ones that loved me before you came along,
So if I left you would I be alone?
Have I become so dependent on you that I don’t know how to stand on my own?
What have you done to me?
Enough is the word I will use,
The word I will use to free myself from you,
Because you are poison to me and I have had enough,
I need to fight for myself,
I am tired and I have given you enough of me…