Cold turkey? I think not!

Letters to Matthew from across the sea:)

Dear Matthew,

They say that giving up smoking is harder than giving up heroin.

If I could go back in time and tell fourteen year old me that smoking is a bad idea and maybe smack myself upside the head a little I would do it in an instant. This whole giving up smoking thing is just not working for me at all and trust me I have tried just about everything.

So today in one final attempt to correct my life path I went to the smoking doctor to see if he could help me get rid of my one and only vice. Cigarettes.

For some reason I was very nervous to make my way through this morning so much so that I woke up before my alarm clock had even thought about setting off its rendition of Beethoven’s Fur Elise. I took the fastest shower in my life and then…

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I’m almost a REAL BOY!

Creative, powerful and an amazing writer so blessed to have her as my soulmate

Letters to Matthew from across the sea:)

Dear Matthew,

I am starting to feel like I am Pinocchio and the Job Center has become my Gepetto except Gepetto loved Pinocchio and these people are starting to work on my nerves.

The first bird I met the first time I ever went to the hell hole was so rude I remember wanting to lurch myself over the table and give her a swift kick to her lady bits. Then the second person I met was so nice and couldn’t do enough for me. Then I made my way down there again and met my adviser. She was pretty cool and had a lot of gumption which I found very cool.  Then yesterday after busting my ass up eight flights of stairs (what is with that? Make me climb eight flights of stairs just so you can be rude to me?) I managed to get yet another very pleasant wrinkly…

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A Journey Through Time: The Present Is Now

The start of something new is always the most exciting part of a journey, When things are easy, Going smoothly, And the thrill of getting to know a new person moves things along, When I get that sweet sensation of waking up with a smile on my face because you’re on my mind, The feeling … Continue reading A Journey Through Time: The Present Is Now