Alone but Never Lonely

An old soul in young bones,
That’s me,
I have gone through many stages in my life,
I have gone through a stage of loneliness,
Wanting to feel the love of another,
Wanting to feel the feeling of simply being wanted,
I have gone through times of withdrawal,
Wanting only to cut out the world and everything in it,
Because it brought me disappointment, Rejection,
And loneliness,
I have gone through times when I was utterly and completely content and happy with who I am in myself,
All of these stages have contributed to who I am now,
One thing however has always come up for me during my different stages, and that’s my greatest fear,
My greatest fear has always been that I will grow old alone,
At one stage I had become a person obsessed with this feeling of needing someone to give me the love I so much wanted, it became so strong that I couldn’t think of anything else,
For a long while I was alone and felt the bitterness of being lonely,
But something changed, like a light switch, I had come to a realization, yes I am alone but I am not unloved,
I have family that loves me,
I have friends that ground me,
I have a soul mate that will walk with me till the end of time,
They all support and guide me through life, never leaving my side no matter the weather,
I am truly blessed beyond measure,
So I may be without a partner,
But this is how I choose to see my life…
Alone but never lonely…

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3 thoughts on “Alone but Never Lonely

  1. Its good that u are positive…… Remember ur worth and how loved u are. When u least expect it, it will happen…… Love u madly

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  2. Profound Matt, we sometimes think that partners complete us and we overlook the people that really care, and love us unconditionally. Inspired.

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